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Thursday, July 28, 2005

X + 1 Syndrome

This is an interesting article that I read somewhere. Hope you enjoy it.

When an Indian professional becomes a ‘Non-Resident Indian’ in the United States, he soon starts suffering from a strange disease. The symptoms are a fixture of restlessness, anxiety, hope and nostalgia. The virus is a deep inner need to get back home. Like Shakespeare said, “The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.” The medical world has not coined a word for this malady. Strange as it is, it could go by a stranger name, the “X + 1” syndrome.
To understand this disease better, consider the background. Typically middle-class, the would be migrant’s sole ambition through school is to secure admission into one of those heavily government subsidised institutions – the IITs. With the full backing of a doting family and a good deal of effort, he achieves his goal. Looking for fresh worlds to conquer, his sights rest on the new world. Like lemmings to the sea, hordes of IIT graduates descend on the four US consulates to seek the holiest of holy grails – the F-1 (student) stamp on the passport.
After crossing the visa hurdle and tearful farewell, our hero departs for the Mecca of higher learning, promising himself and his family that he will return some day – soon!
The family proudly informs their relatives of each milestone – his G.P.A., his first car (twenty years old), his trip to Niagara Falls (photographs), his first winter (parkas, gloves). The two years roll by and he graduates at the top of his class. Now begins the ‘great hunt’ for a company that will not only give him a job but also sponsor him for that 3” X 3” grey plastic, otherwise known as the Green Card. A US company sensing a good bargain offers him a job.
Naturally, with all the excitement of seeing his first pay check in four digit dollars, thoughts of returning to India are far away. His immediate objective of getting the Green Card is reached within a year.
Meanwhile, his family back home worry about the strange American influences (and more particularly, AIDS). Through contacts they line up a list of eligible girls from eligible families and wait for the great one’s first trip home. Return he does, at the first available opportunity, with gifts for the family and mouth-watering tales of prosperity beyond imagination. After interviewing the girls, he picks the most likely (lucky) one to be Americanised. Since the major reason for the alliance is his long-term stay abroad, the question of his immediate return does not arise. Any doubts are set aside by the ‘backwardness’ of working life, long train travel, lack of phones, inadequate opportunities for someone with hi-tech qualifications, and so on.
The newly-weds return to America with the groom having to explain the system of arranged marriages to the Americans. Most of them regard it as barbaric and on the same lines as communism. The tongue-tied bride is cajoled into explaining the bindi and saree. Looking for something homely, the couple plunges into the frenetic expatriate week-end social scene compromising dinners, videos of Hindi/regional films, shopping at Indian stores, and bhajans.
Initially, the wife misses the warmth of her family, but the presence of washing machines, vacuum cleaners, daytime soap operas and the absence of a domineering mother-in-law helps. Bits of news filtering through from India, mostly from returning Indians, is eagerly lapped up.
In discussions with friends, the topic of returning to India arises frequently but is brushed aside by the lord and master who is now rising in the corporate world and has fast moved into a two garage home – thus fulfilling the great American Dream. The impending arrival of the first born fulfills the great Indian Dream. The mother-in-law arrives in time: after all, no right thinking parent would want their off-spring to be born in India if offered the American alternative.
With all material comforts that money can bring, begins the first signs of un-easiness – a feeling that somehow things are not what they should be. The craze for exotic electronic goods, cars and vacations have been satiated. The week-end gatherings are becoming routine.

Faced with a mid-life crisis, the upwardly mobile Indian’s career graph plateu’s out. Younger and more aggressive Americans are promoted. With one of the periodic mini recessions in the economy and the threat of a hostile take-over, the job itself seems far from secure.
Unable or unwilling to socialize with the Americans, the Indian retreats into a cocoon. At the home front,the children have grown up and along with American accents have imbibed American habits (cartoons, hamburgers) and values (dating). They respond to their parents’ exhortation of leading a clean Indian way of life by asking endless questions.
The generation gap combines with the cultural chasm. Not surprisingly, the first serious thoughts of returning to India occur at this stage. Taking advantage of his vacation time, the Indian returns home to ‘explore’ possibilities. Ignoring the underpaid and beaurocratic government sector, he is bewildered by the ‘primitive’ state of the private sector. Clearly overqualified even to be a managing director/chairman he stumbles upon the idea of being an entrepreneur.
In the seventies, his search for an arena to display his business skills normally ended in poultry farming. In the eighties, electronics is the name of the game. Undaunted by horror stories about government red tape and corruption he is determined to overcome the odds – with one catch. He has a few things to settle in the United States. After all, you can’t just throw away a lifetime’s work. And there are things like taxation and customs regulations to be taken note of. Pressed for a firm date, he says confidently ‘next year’ and therein lies our story. The next years come and go but there is no sign of our McCarthian friend.
In other words if ‘X’ is the current year, then the objective is to return in the ‘X + 1’ year. Since ‘X’ is a changing variable, the objective is never reached. Unable to truly melt in the ‘Great Melting Pot’, chained to his cultural moorings and haunted by an abject fear of giving up an accustomed standard of living, the Non-Resident Indian vacillates and oscillates between two worlds in a twilight zone. Strangely, this malady appears to affect only the Indians – all of our Asian brethren from Japan, Korea and even Pakistan – seem immune to it.

Tuesday, July 26, 2005


Some hyderabadi entertainment for you guys, enjoy!!!!

Dali dali kisi ne kisi par nazar dali, Kisi ne is par dali, Kisi ne uspar dali, Humne jis par nazar dali , Uske baap ne uski shaadi kahin aur kar dali ...!!!
Uske baap ne uski shaadi kahin aur kar dali, aur hum ne phir kisi aur pe nazarein dali

Dil ka dard kisi ko dikha na saka.
Jo dil me tha woh kisi ko bata na saka.
Ladkiyon ke pyaar mai jo kiye the kharche .
Unka bill un ladkiyon ko dikha na sake
Bill pay karna hum ko hi tha
Warna bartan dhona padta tha
Aap kyun free mein kha kar chale gaye
Mujh ko akele hi bartan dhone ke liye chodd gaye
Dil ka dard kissi ko dikha na saka,
Jo dil main tha woh kissi ko bata na saka.
Kiye the jawaani main larkion pe jo kharchey
Unke bill buddhapey tak chuka na saka.

Khud Ko Kar Buland Itnaa
Ke Himaalay Ki Choti Pe Jaa Pahunche
Aur Khuda Tumse Puchee
Abe Gadhe.. Ab Utrega Kaise

khake mitha hum aehsaas khushi ka karte hai
khake tikha ehsaas hum rone ka karte hai
Aur jab nahi khate hai hum to aehsaas bhookh ka karte hain

Har sahil ko kinara mat samjho
Har dost ko sahara mat samjho
Nazar nazar mein fark hain samjho
Har nazar ko ishara na samjho

Jo socha tha woh ho naa saka
Jo ho gaya woh socha naa tha
Teri aakhon mein jo nami thi woh nahi rahi
Humari aakhon ki jo chamak thi woh na rahi

7 steps to highly effective debt management

1. It does not matter how much you make, what matters is how much you can save
2. A penny saved everyday, keeps the debt away
3. Keep a record of every single dollar you make and spend
4. Make a budget of expected income and expenses for the next couple of months. This keeps you aware of the actual money in hand anr thid stops you from unnecessary spending.
5. Have a monthly target as to much you expect to bring your debt down(be realistic).
6. Do a monthly reconciliation if you have reached your monthly target. You have all the information to analyze shortcomings, if any.
7. Keep some reserve for emergencies. Do reliase that it if often emergencies that lands you into debts.

I have made this short to-do list from my personal experiences. But the most important thing is to continuously reinforce this behavior till you feel financially secure.


ICO is a Playstation 2 game that was released in 2001. It's been a while since the game has been released, but I hadn't tried it till a week back. I read about this game when I was reading about Shadow of the colossus, coming up in Fall 2005. After all the heavy rating I finally tried it, only to realise how good the game is. This is a pure adevnture game involving only and only puzzle solving, absolutely no hacking, chopping or slashing enemies. You do encounter some small enemies during the course of the game, but that is only occasionally. The best part of the game is the dramatic ending, which leaves one final puzzle for the player to solve.
Graphics, quality, sound, and effects wise I would rate this game very high. It has redefined the way light and nature is used for rendering video game content. It certainly has proved that you do not have to use ultra modern technology to create exceptional graphics. Another must play game for PS2 fans.

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